i want to change.

realli dunno how to handle relationships friendships stuff.
it's lik losing control.
things nv go well.
sigh.
what is wrong.
me?
i dunno.
very confused abt everything.

realli wish that everything will end soonn.
all those doubts jux pls go away.

i want to trust.
but im losing it.

who realli cares.
u all say u all are my friends.
so what are friends now.
will friends make u feel alone?

u say if ever i nid u u will be there.
jux ask urself.
where are u when i nid u much
when i realli nid someone to be ther for me so much
u may feel that i changed alot.
but i hab to change for ur change.
i dunno.
i have lesser and lesser words to tell u now.
we definitely are driftin apart.
further n further.
'nothing will change as long as we hab each other in our heart'
are u sure?

alot of things changed.
other than acceptin i have no other choice.
i've been screaming.
didnt u all hear it??
or mayb u all dun bother to at all.


humans
are definitely
scary.

i cant tahan all these any longer.
it's too much for me
alone
yea alone all these time
facing everythin alone
worst still probs seemed to be multiplyin lately
when u are down in luck it can be realli SUAY ar.
what exactli can i do.
i jux feel lik throwin everything single fcukin idiotic troublesome thing away
why me?
why everytime me?
i had enuff
jux stop takin advantage of me can?
am i tt easily to b bullied
KAOX
fcuk off la all of u

been toking to quite a few friends recently.
many are in love or gg to be.
hahah feel happy for them.
i may nt be able to giv them happyness
but im sure they will find theirs one day
so bless them
HUGS TO ALL =))

thx fab for ur jokes. it brighten my day =)

那是思念对吧

原来思念也可以这么深

这就是情义吧

不惜自己的生命

为了就是悼念他的死

他不在了

而他也开始不吃不喝了

慢慢的

他的身体不能在承受

他也跟着他走了

这就是思念对吧

谢谢你们这两年多的陪伴

我会记得你们的

i feel sad.
i feel worst.
wad's happenin to me.
i cant turn things round.
i jux start to hate myself more and more.
i feel that love is fading off.
am i alone?
i've been screaming
did u hear me?

i feel bad
i jux hate myself.
for being me.



save me