it kip set me to think.
what will turn a person lik dat.
izzit of bad childhood?
lack of love?
i dunno.
but i realli feel lik doin sth for him.
i guess he is realli feeling miserable inside.
that's why trying to cover himself with those unreal stuff as self protection.
i guess he's been thru too much too much hurt.
i cant say i understand.
cos i believe if is realli hurt that turn him lik dat.
the hurt mux be more than words can describe.
thinkin that he may hab gone thru a period of time
when he was so helpless.
so needed for help n love.
yet he cant reach it.
yet no one is there for him.

im nt angry anymore.
i start to feel sad.
i start to think abt wad can i do for my part.
i will pray for u.
i will do wad i can do.
leave u with peace.
try to let others understand.
no matter wad happen.
u are still loved
dun blame ur friends.
i do believe that if they understand they will love u too.
i sincerely hope that ur wounds within ur heart can b healed.
the world is nt as bad as wad u think it is.
there are still pple who care.


i love my family.
i love them for being so understanding.
for showering me with love.
and this set me to think.
not everyone is as fortunate as me.
may god bless you.