cant slp.
still tinkin abt those stuff.
but sth makes me ponder...
he dun nid friends at all?
during that time when we chat..
he dun treat me as a friend?
i dun understand.

im utterly disappointed after knowing all these.
i feel insulted.
i feel angry.
i feel sad.
as i realli treated him lik a friend.
chat with him abt stuff.
sharing my thinkings etc.
and respect him.
as i feel that everyone deserve respect unless they forsake it.
i guess he chose to forsake it.
wad i regret most is that i was chattin with him heart to heart lik towards a friend.
but i can nv believe wad lies beneath.
i dun understand his behaviour and way of thinkin.
i guess he realli nid some help
i feel lik pity him so much.
n especially his parents.
u r nt god.
but u do need god to bless u.
n save u.
i did once care abt u.
truly n sincerely.
but tis time im realli hurt.
but i still hope that one day u will turn better and treat friends truly n sincerely.
and of coz with due respect.
sayin pple stupid, will not make u smarter..
describing pple as lowly human, will not make u a god either.
i will get my friend to pray for u.
god bless
you


thx for those who realli care abt me. =)