hey friend,

its been so long since i last blog..
now whats in trend is facebook and no one seemed to blog anymore...
u shall be my listening ear then...
there wont be any judgement on me since there wont be anyone reading..

friend, im feeling sad..
i felt so alone...
i dunno what is the definition of love..
i dunno what is the definition of friendship...
i feel so out of place...
i dunno if my values or beliefs stand in this world...
what is true concern?

i still think about him...
i still do...
he's the only one that ever listened to what i say...
and try to understand what i say...
he made me feel existed...
yet he hurt me...
i dunno what to believe in..
i thought he's true to me.
but he never failed to hurt me..
n he chose to leave me...
im disappointed...
in him..
in my friends...

what is love exactly?

i miss him..

i dun believe there's love anymore
i nt sure if anyone is reading this
but im leaving from ur life
no one love me
n i wont love myself either
im tired le
i wan to be alone
with myself

dun ever say u love me
cos no one ever love me
if i can choose
i choose to leave
n disappear from here












let this blog die just lik my heart

i become a SOTONG
ytd first day of school...
first lesson is supposed to be at class 2022.
i went to block 21 thinkin that it is block 20
n today class is at block 17
i went to SMIT block 19
argh~~
walked so much for nothin!!!!

mayb im just trying too hard
no one listens to me
i feel so lonely
i have friends
but why do i feel the friendships are so fake
who realli love me for who i am?
i dun feel lik maintaining these kind of friendship
im tired
for being lik a clown
for trying so hard
mayb it's just nt meant to b
mayb u all wont understand
but i think is the same as how i feel towards u all
too difficult to understand.



it hurts.

ytd i have serious diarrhea
for those who miss me lots
must thank god im still alive!!
hahahah
felt so terrible ytd!!
=((

i wan to meet n go out n have fun !!!!!
date me PLS!!!

yup yupx
i got my results
hmmmm
guess what
my gpa is............
...............................
.................................
3.941!!!
got a B+ for my gems
the rest are A's
n one of it i got DIST!!
heex
thx my darling for treating me pizza as a reward for my results
i love ya!!

been sick for these few days
argh and it's nt getting any much better
sianxx make me even no mood to start on my FYP
argh can someone just motivate me
i cant just stay lik dat
my next sem results sure suffer!!!
SAVE ME!!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxo

la la la~~
here to update my blog
though i know not many pple read
but as long as there is one person who read my blog
i will update de!!
yippees
my twin read my blog!!!


okok
mux update...
but cant think of what to update also
life's been the same
slacking my days thru-out
have my fyp to do
but realli dun wish to touch on it
i noe it's very bad
but realli cant ehhhhh
sianxx
someday i will do de
someday~~~~

my dearest friends are all so busy with their life
so im always with my darling doing the same thing
nonetheless i still love him loads
heex but i also love my friends and family!!!
SMUACKX


xoxoxoxoxoxo

LUCKY LUCKY~~

haha.

yesterday i went to watch death race!!

very nice.

go and watch if you haven.

after which i went for the training for sony ericsson.

it was crowded with babes sia.

all so pretty and cute~~~~

and you know what~~

our grp won the first prize !!

THREE HUNDRED BUCKS!!

lucky lucky eh.

there's eight of us

so we spilt among ourselves~~~

it's so lucky nor.







it's hard to be happy.

i never noe how to please someone.

i just treat pple sincerely

you may feel otherwise

but mayb u are feeling wrong?

i just wan to say that i nv want to lose my friends

but when there's nth more i can do

i will just let go

cos i wan myself to be happy

just lik how u do

i just tried enough le.